Another Day

I started this blog to share what we are going through to continue our family. Now, I feel like I want to hide from my blog and everyone else and myself if I'm being totally honest. So today, the doctor called to tell me we are down to 4 embryos and they aren't quiet big enough to freeze so we are in for another day of waiting to see what happens.... I feel scared because the number keeps reducing and soon I won't have any left. This is my chance to have my eggs work and if they don't make it then it will hurt and I don't know how to prepare myself for the let down.